Decisions
Hah, it's another 'forever' post and I guess cause I'm bored and have nothing to do.
So, life has been really hectic for me and I need a method to sort out my thoughts and priorities. Exams are on Monday and I can't seem to be bothered about it /: which obviously is bad.
This one month holiday was supposed to be a motivational holiday to help me start my gear in studying and preparing for the ever important A levels. However, I think it's caused me to have a total opposite effect. I've started to think, "what's the point of studying so hard now and then still having to end up going to Uni because A level cert is like toilet paper to society?" and "education will only help me so far with the situation I'm in now"
Most people will tell me, "at least A levels gives you the opportunity for a degree that's higher than everyone else". I know, but I just think after As I'm going on a studying hiatus. I'll work, and if God allows it, I'll build a career in a job that I love to do and then decide later in life whether I want to get off the hiatus wagon or not.
Even with this decision in my head, I still have to get through A levels first because I didn't waste 4 years of my life in a miserable, demotivating school just to give up now and walk away!
I just can't wait for this year to be over. I can't wait for school to be over, to get out of the constricting lifestyle.
I'm just going to pray that everything will be better once this year's over.
So, life has been really hectic for me and I need a method to sort out my thoughts and priorities. Exams are on Monday and I can't seem to be bothered about it /: which obviously is bad.
This one month holiday was supposed to be a motivational holiday to help me start my gear in studying and preparing for the ever important A levels. However, I think it's caused me to have a total opposite effect. I've started to think, "what's the point of studying so hard now and then still having to end up going to Uni because A level cert is like toilet paper to society?" and "education will only help me so far with the situation I'm in now"
Most people will tell me, "at least A levels gives you the opportunity for a degree that's higher than everyone else". I know, but I just think after As I'm going on a studying hiatus. I'll work, and if God allows it, I'll build a career in a job that I love to do and then decide later in life whether I want to get off the hiatus wagon or not.
Even with this decision in my head, I still have to get through A levels first because I didn't waste 4 years of my life in a miserable, demotivating school just to give up now and walk away!
I just can't wait for this year to be over. I can't wait for school to be over, to get out of the constricting lifestyle.
I'm just going to pray that everything will be better once this year's over.
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