drill test stage 2.

today went to school to do Stage 2 Drill Test.

2nd time taking it because i failed it the first time.

and this time...
nothing's changed.

WTH.
i cut my nails and not the trimming type.
i literally cut it ALL THE WAY and i didn't pass.

-.-

i should have just left it long if i knew i won't pass anyway.

since i failed i have to take it again next year with the sec 2s.
but i'll be having O levels next year and you expect me to take time off my studies to practice.

and if i take Stage 2 next year i'll never be able to finish my Stage 3 by the time i leave school.
so if i want my Stage 3 i have to come back after i graduate to the test.
SUPER -.-

grr!!
i'm not per-say REALLY sad but disappointed.
totally whatever man.

i'm so frustrated and disappointed that i don't have the words to descrivbe it.
since i've failed twice already what makes you think i'll pass the thrid time?
shouldn't even bother right.
tsk.

and it's bad enough yesterday night was a bitch.
f*ucking aunt.

totally snapped last night.
i've finally been pushed off the edge.

she started nagging and i can't take it anymore so i retaliated and shouted and nagged as much as she does.
from 10.15PM (around there) till 11.45PM.
nagging and shouting.

i couldn't be bothered if the entire neighbourhood woke up and one of them called the cops.
it'll be better because they could finally take her away for child abuse - causing emotional trauma to a minor.

signing off,
Peyton Tang.