today was GB day.
was in the GOH contingent.
a lot of things went wrong!
OMG.
after marching out, had to quickly rush to the music room for choir performance.
while running on the stairs almost died of a combined heart attack and asthma attack on the third floor.
in short, today i had to be two people at the same time.
from a GB girl, to a choir girl then back to a GB girl.
didn't go to choir after school cuz had NDP training to go to.
was really fun(:
came home...
not a single word to or from father.
and the bitch finally returned me my shoes.
this time, since there's already a barrier between the people in the house then it's fine if i move out.
and now...
nobody can stop me if i have a boyfriend!
MUAHAHA.
last time when father and i were "close" he told me not to go into BGR till 21yrs old whatever.
but now since he doesn't care bout me...
it's MY life so i can do whatever.
one day i'm going to try to come home late and see what father says.
if he doesn't say anything then WOOPIE.
if he says something abt it then there's a slight possibility that he still CARES.
he's going to have to make the first step if he wants to mend back our relationship.
haven't talked to anyone in this house for 5 days.
and honestly speaking, i'm starting to miss my dad
was in the GOH contingent.
a lot of things went wrong!
OMG.
after marching out, had to quickly rush to the music room for choir performance.
while running on the stairs almost died of a combined heart attack and asthma attack on the third floor.
in short, today i had to be two people at the same time.
from a GB girl, to a choir girl then back to a GB girl.
didn't go to choir after school cuz had NDP training to go to.
was really fun(:
came home...
not a single word to or from father.
and the bitch finally returned me my shoes.
this time, since there's already a barrier between the people in the house then it's fine if i move out.
and now...
nobody can stop me if i have a boyfriend!
MUAHAHA.
last time when father and i were "close" he told me not to go into BGR till 21yrs old whatever.
but now since he doesn't care bout me...
it's MY life so i can do whatever.
one day i'm going to try to come home late and see what father says.
if he doesn't say anything then WOOPIE.
if he says something abt it then there's a slight possibility that he still CARES.
he's going to have to make the first step if he wants to mend back our relationship.
haven't talked to anyone in this house for 5 days.
and honestly speaking, i'm starting to miss my dad
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